Gone

I gave you the key to my heart.
I told you that it would be forever.
I promised I would keep you safe.
And now?
Now you are gone,
And I am alone.
I went to your funeral,
And gave you a rose.
I watched them cry,
Everyone you knew.
But I couldn't join them,
Even though I wanted to.
I could blaim you,
For leaving me,
Alone to suffer,
Alone to wait,
And still I will live another day.
Time is getting hard to bare.
I miss you so much,
I want you here.
Life is getting worse and worse.
Why did you stick me with this curse?
I would trade places,
In the blink of an eye,
I never wanted you to die.
I promised I would keep you safe.
And yet I stand above your grave.

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I had a weird dream, that involved me putting a white rose on someones grave, and in my dream at one point I was at a funeral surrounded by people and then the next moment they had dissapeared, and i was alone at the funeral, it was raining and dark and windy, and i was wearing all black, the dream was from a third person point of veiw but you could tell it was me. at one point i tried to read the headstone but i couldn't read it, and then the me i was watching recited this poem, after that it went into like a flashback sequence, with me and someone i don't know. well at least don't know yet, when i woke up i could still remember the poem...so i wrote it down.